Niqah

Gonna miss them

2009-11-11T23:52:00.000-08:00

The days im livin my loves one and the ones i care and tressure for are nearer and nearer as the days past by.

i jz can't bare to loose all of them. It will be hard for me to refit in an new enviroment and a new school and life. I jz hope everythin it's jz a bad dream. Im GONA MISS YA ALL : (

life sux

2009-11-02T07:08:00.000-08:00

Loved <3
I m juz unsure of my feeling rite now towards him.
I jz feel as if tellin him was not worth it.
i dun feel the difference tat i wan to feel.
I m jz nw unsure of my fuckin feelings nw.
I felt as if all the support, courage and bravery was all not worth it.
I jz hate it!

Life
Skool juz closes.
Means tat start of my sufferin moments of life.
Jz on the weekends was bored.
How bout the rest of the holiday?
M i gona suffer for good?
@#$%!!!
I jz cnnt belive tat i m the days i m goin to move will b nearer.
I m gona miss the lady of my life, my forever to the parelel world sister, naninelia
I m gona miss the skool which i jz started njoyin.
Which is macpherson sec, i m also gona miss
: 1a, Amyza, nandhini, him, ms long, mr loh and his smiles, volleyball(i also cnnt believe it) and my sec 1 volleyball mates.
Let say i m gona miss everybody tat i noe, care love for : (.
Y does has to happen to a gal like me?
Is my sin tat much tat i had to be punish like tis?
OMG y?
i m juz nt strong anymore to face all tis challenges.
All can i hope for is a MIRACLE...

Tat's all for nw.
PS. Tryin to njoy my last moments...

Ahmad ver.02(singin national anthem)

2009-10-31T08:39:00.001-07:00

2009-10-31T08:30:00.001-07:00

Ahmad sayin the pledge..is he juz cute or wat.
Ps. there will be a second part where he sings the national athem..

2009-10-31T08:29:00.001-07:00

Unbelivable Niqah...

2009-10-30T02:19:00.000-07:00

I can't belive tat i told the guy i like, i like him. It was quite hard to get all the courage and gut. Bt wif the supports from beloved frens and sistaz, i gt the courage. Im so proud of my self even though it was weird when gals tell boys tat they like him. But i juz dunno if his into me or not. But the way he looks at me, talk to me tells me tat he likes me. But i can't juz jump to clonclusion rit?..SO i juz wait for his reply i guess. Coz i areadi try my best. But nw i feel as telin him was not worth it. He juz seem ignorant. Did tellin him was the biggest mistake i had done? Im still in state of confusion and dissapoitment.

That's sll for nw.
Bck for more

New hair trim..

2009-10-24T02:46:00.000-07:00

Today went to the hair salon to trim hair cox to thick and dh tk leh ang agi bab the thick hair make me feel warm. But still keep the length coz i like it. But trim too thin areadi. Scare mummy scold. Then today when cyclin with siblings. We like hell sia.

Tat's all for now.
Ps. back for more. <3

Class bbq

2009-10-23T01:14:00.000-07:00

Niqah emoin-Jk.

The class bbq was a blast. I had a great time there. But one ting i was not quite happy bout was aizaad booked a bbq pit tat was far ahead in area E. We took bus and drop in area c but had to walk bout one hour coz of our chairman, Aizaad. Til both my leg behind was hurtin. I felt like wantin to throw him in the sea. Apart from tat my exam results. I fail both math p1 and p2 and eng p2. Im so dead. I noe i should try to put my probs aside and concentrate on my study... As usual my whole life has been livin regretions..Ihope i could juz turn my life upside down

Tat's all for now.
we'll be back for more..
Ps. NjOy THe piCs AbOvE <3

Is tis love?

2009-10-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

Everyday as i walk past u i hope smth juz excitin would hapen. Everytime i look at u smiling u make my day bright up. Everytime u talk to me u makes me go all gugugahgah. I tis wat we call love?. Do u feel the same way as me? Or juz my feelins are all juz a waste of a time?

Exam is finnally over..

2009-10-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yipee! Exam is finally over. Juz can't wait for the class bbq tis wed. Gonna hav a hell of time. Juz hope it won't rain. CHOY AHK! touch wood2 : 0. With the exam over can finally relax. Lessons as per normal means skool hour normal. Yes dun hav at house oni. Very bored. Tonit no parent both go jb yes ahk. Oni got uncle. Can sleep till 3 4 5. Hahaha.

Tat's all for now.
Bck for more

The new me

2009-10-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

Latest pics

Now i am whole new Aniqah. I m no longer the old aniqah. I m now Niqah or Aniq. The old Aniqah has vanish into the world of unknown. Im not the gal who always hope2 and hope. Soon i m goin to start a whole new life at a new enviroment. I juz has to learn how to fit in like how i fit in secondary school. I can now xcept the fact the person i love the most in the world and loves most than my dad would leave me. I now realise tat i cannot hope on tat very person. I cannot let tat vey person ruins my happiness and my dreams tat i've been chasing after for a long time. Now like i said i m a whole new person. Im not tat aniqah with low self esteem and does not noe how to xpress her feelings. I m now change. Change for good and for the better....

Love

2009-10-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

What happens when tat someone u love does not even talk to u or look at u? Then when the second person came into ur life and wants u. But when u let go of him u feels tat u wants him back? Is it weird? Loves can sometime b a hurting stuff..

hAPPY BDAE,

2009-10-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

Today's our chirman's bdae. So happy bdae aIzaad. Nothin much to post uhk. Totally no mooD!!

Mood gone for good...

2009-10-06T03:31:00.000-07:00

Today quite fun cox number of subject teacher did not cum. Mr yellow(mr loh,pe) nbr cum, then mrs fauzie, ms ong. Exam is juz in one more day still haven start revising. Cause too many prob tat made mood to study gone. I hope all prob will be gone. And it'll be better if did not had to move out of S'pore. There is feelin of killing myself in me now. All i want now is not to look at my parents and beloved sufferin. The one and only way is to fall asleep forever. So tat will not watch at my beloved's sufferin. I juz hope tat everythin tat is happenin now is juz an awfully nightmare....Somemore now my beloved ayob is admitted to hospital. Hope he get well soon. Wish u get well baby.<3

Toodles.
Buhbyes.
May all now are juz a nightmare.....

Love is still in the air....

2009-10-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

I had always try to forget bout u. But it seems it has stuck with me. I can't delete the memory of u nowmatter what i do. I had try forcing myself to hate u to citisize u but nowmatter what i do u r still in my memory of joy. Is it bcoz ur the first one to come into my life????? Till now u r still playin in my mind. I am jealous sometimes when u ask for some others girls. I juz duno y. Has i fall for u the second time? The first time i fall for u, u had to hurt my feelings. Im hoping tat u will be out of my mind sooner or later. What should i do? Get a replacement? I m juz sick and tired of my life cause i m always hoping and hoping....

Open house!!!

2009-10-04T02:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had an open house. Damn tired sia. The bdae cake was meant for dad as it was his 44th bdae. Not many came but felt quite tired. Relatives from malaysia also came. That's all....

bad luck...

2009-10-01T02:16:00.000-07:00

latest pics

Tis mornin woke up late again. Came to skool at 8. Thought no teacher standin in front, but to surprise mr chin and mr mok wsa at the foyer. Apalagi kene marah ahk. Luckily nvr kena punish cause got valid reason. Today got ih test. Tink can past but bout the rock session tink fail. Cnnot rmbr about the rocks. Short memory. JUZ now kene sound by mdm noraini bout smth. Aiyaahhh...Now mama and others went malaysia left me oni and mai..Tmrw got math test. Haven study fail for sure..

Toodles!!!

Buhbye....

8 more days!!!

2009-09-30T02:05:00.000-07:00

Exam are in 8 more days. Haven even start studying. Luckily volley has stand down. Yesterday went jln raye wif bff. Miza and idah and idah brought her fren from manjusri sec. Went home got very tired. Woke up 8.20 today. When took a bath quickly and rush off. Ran very fast b4 the skool bell rang. Almost got knock down by a car. If not i'll be dead by now. Very stressin many things on my mind now. Bout family prob, exam and surprise love too a prob now.

Tat's all for now...

STrESSiNg!!!

2009-09-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

This past few days had been a stressin wk. Even though ini bulan syawal, dugaan dan cobaan yg melanda kami sekeluarge amat berat untk di jalani. We could only pray to god yg beliau memberi strength dan kesabaran untk mejalani coban ini. i wish tat tis family crisis will be over sooner. So tat i could concentrate on my study and exams and also volley prac.

To my dearest sister i will always be waitin for u. Tears are everyday shead juz for u. I really misses u noe matter wat. U'll always be in my heart...

Selamat Hari Raya!

2009-09-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

Some pics taken wif best sistaz

Selamat Hari Raya!! First day was very tirin man. Firstly wake up very early. Usually wake up at twelve: ). Then i for forgiveness from mama, papa, kak ani, and cik yusof. Then hate quick breakfast. Then got readi in our new costumes purple color. And wore tudung for the first time. My face totally sux.: (. When to quite num of houses. On the first day collected bout 140 like tat..If mutiply by 10 it will be Quite a num. Today lazy nk kuar. only me, papa, arshad and ahmad stayed home. The rest went to follow mami. Got so many hmwk tat y nvr go out...Stupid reacher give many hmwk: X.

Tat all for now..
Toodles.
Back to update more: )

Volley mates!!!

2009-09-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Volleymates!!!

Last thursday volley practice was not so tire. Expected the coach to be not there but he came. We must buy need guard b4 next prac. The coach really test my patience last prac. If i noe i will juz lock him inside the toilet. Baru padan muka dia. Hari raya reachin soon. in 1 more day but mood gone. Cause too many hmwk. Really stress. End of year exam startin 21 more days..Hope can pass and go 2A nxt yr....

Excitment to Hari Raya!!!

2009-09-16T14:35:00.000-07:00

Nothin better to do..XOXO

Yesterday nvr goto school cause wasn't feelin to well. At home was bored nothin to do. Just waited for mama to cum back from JB with excitment. Mama made name necklace for us four sistaz, ani, me, lina and mai. It was 15 ringgit if in singapore 15 dollars so it is worth it i guess. Hari Raya and exams are drawin near. More stress!!! Where to help mama wif the perparations and where to study for exam. Everytime want to study mama or papa call out to help to do tis and tat. How to concetrate like tat. tell me? Today got volley prac. Yes ah...volley caoch will nvr cum for two wks. Means no hard trainin. If not that crazy coach will train us very hard and want to rest aso kena shout. Somemore we the mlys are fastin. He told us to get knee pad or smth like tat. If not do push up. is'nt tat ridculous???? how if ppl can't afoord??? Haiyaa....Juz can't wait for Hari Raya wear nice costumes. No ned to fast anymore. So rlieved juz three days more.

Toodles for now....

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bdae pics

2009-09-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

Pics taken at my bde party on 20 june
venue: East coast chalet

Stressin week!!!

2009-07-31T00:26:00.000-07:00

So long nvr update blog...cause very busy. I am very happy cause i changed my phone areadi. i am now usin LG viewty. I of my wish has come true and yesterday bought hannah montana the book. Finish readin areadi. Just can't wait watch the movie if i hav the chance. Next week will be common test week. Got so many up cumin test sia. I fail my math test need 1.5 marks more sia. Today ms lai spoilt my mood sia. She is very unreasonable. i fail test must copy corrections three time. so stressin sia. Got many project to do some more. Very stressin!!!! Feel like not goin to skool sia.

New skool bag and shoes!!

2009-07-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday stay till 2 plus to wait for mam. Yeh..Mama bought for me new skool bag and shoes.

My shoes worn out areadi so ask mama to buy for me. Mama did not buy alot of stuffs like she usually do. Last night went to my ex primary skool to fetch mai. Nothin much happen to day. so toodles!!

Boring Saturday..

2009-07-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

NIce a not? From facebook....

Today mama, ani, nina and ayob to Nilai at Malaysia . So bored nothin to do at home. I was supposed to follow but since i went to the place quite number of time. So i let ani follow. I only ask mama to buy for me new pair of skool shoes and skool bag. So stay at home with my brothers. Maimunah went to watch the National day preview. Very tiring at 8 morning woke up areadi then bath the birds. Very tiring sia. Now dunno what to do very bored. I done almost all the housewerk.

2009-07-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

Yeh..Change my blogskin. But it load very slow. Dunno y..Finally satisfy. Now then i realizes that i am very choosy. Skool has been really stressing. Xpecially math, Ms Lai totally drives me crazy. She think we can finish correction for 2 chpts in a day which less than 24 hour. So stayback a while to finish the corrections. Then borrow inkheart. I know that i hate reading but when i read inkheart, it make feel like reading it again as if i was engrossed in reading it. Even though i had watch the movie, but the story line in this book is toally different well not that totally different.....

That' s all for now
Toodles

Happy bade nina..

2009-07-05T23:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was nina's bdae..Nina went and follow kak ani out..So we planned a surprise party. It was a last minute party. BUr everyne enjoyed themselves..

Went out wif kak ani!!

2009-07-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Last friday went out wif my dearest sister kak ani...Went to sengkang to meet her bf. At first planned to go catch a movie and then look for a gift for Nina. Her bdae is on 5 July...which is on youth day..But not enough time so walk around the mall. After gettin nina gift then walk at the pasar mlm and then lepak2 bawa blok..7pm when home.

What i think of kak ani's bf?
Ok...They both seem perfectly match. I think he will be a great future brother in law..
Sis you have my 100% support

mY BLOG PROB IS SOLVE I GUESS!!

2009-07-02T02:58:00.000-07:00

Juz finish reconstrusting my blog. I took melike 2hr..From the choosing of blog skin, then editting and inserting music and pics and more..it gave me headache!! Skool reopens so werks are piling up. Then many e-learning must be done. I don't know if i can finish all..Really troubling. This fews days went cycling wif mama and ani. Skool really sux many it werk must be done. They think wat electric come from where? From the sky huh? Stupid sia. Then they think got time uh..This ppl really piss me off man. All is for paperations for H1N1 out break in our skool...This ppl very sia(Seriously no offence cause i am very deeply stress at this moment) H1N1 really sux no CCA!! Who live like tat...

Tat's all for now!!
TOODLES

Blog under construction

2009-07-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

To readers out there,

My blog is under construction. It will be ready by today maybe. Sowie!!

My bdae was a blast

2009-06-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

20 & 21 June was a blast. Alot of money and energy was spent. But it was worth it. I had a great a bdae even thought it was tiring. But i did not had many fun. When we came we had to unpack all the stuff..But mama wasn't there. She went to take the satays. So me and kak ani had to unpack all the stuff. It was so sickening. But we all worked together arranging the stuff..No one came in the morning xcept for kakak ayu's parent in law. Then all my relatives started cumin. Then my fav cousin came but did not manage to talk tat much. I had to do many things. Like serving ppl, cleaning and washing. I was irratated by nia. She did not help us but she stay in the room with baby Natsha(my niece). It was really irratating. But i manage to tail with her. Then kak ani fren came she gave me bunny. I did not get lots of gift. Mostly i got money which i had to surrender to mama. But kakak ani gave me sneakers. pink colour. Ireally thank her. Second day no one came. It was suppose to be a relaxing day. My sibling went to the swimming pool but i stayed. It was very hot. But in the afternoon i went swimming at the beach. The water was so refreshing. It was a tiring experience but fun..

Half day left to the BiG DAy!!!

2009-06-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

Yeh!!! Tomorrow is going to be the big day. Juz now pack up clothes then help mami cook and get ready the food. I really pity her. She looks very tired but at least I help her in some of the works. I really feel excited bout tomorrow and all the presents that i might be gettin...Juz can't wait..

That's all for now!!
I will update on Monday!

2009-06-15T04:33:00.001-07:00

Yummy honeycornflakes close up!!!

YuMmY!

Juz now help mama bake Honey cornflakes. For the gathering at the Chalet. I helped mama by baking the kuihs in the oven. First tray was over heated. So it was black : X..Then mama make small chocolate cake. But i didn't help as i when to take a bath. I juz can't wait 4 more days!!! I surely gonna have the hell of the time..

That's all!!!

2009-06-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

Juz now went to NTUC. Mama bought lots of stuff. I ask mama if can buy me a pckt of oreo. As i felt want to eat oreo. Then after hours of choosing stuff. Went to pay for it at the counter. Then the people who lined up behind us was staring at us like wat sia. Stare Stare like nvr see ppl before. As the sales auntie was calculating all the stuff we bought. Got one old chinese lady and his son and his son's son(I guess) was laughing. Then i heard the stupid old lady said we siao. She think wat we come from Woodbridge ah????(frowning in anger). Feel like smacking her in her mouth sak. We have the right wat to buy as many as we like rit!!! No law said that we have to buy the groceries at a limit amount. That's why i hate some of the chineses old lady(no offence huh) They dunno how to take care of thier mouth. Now i am frust with my stupid brothers. They all don't want to listen to me. Thier werk durin the holiday is mess up the house. I am sick and tired of them. And the other werk tat they do is eating from morning to nite. Nvr stop at all!!!!

That's all...
Want to watch my fav cartoon spongebob!!

2009-06-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

Nothin much i can post. Everyday is the same thing. Yesterday went to collect cheque at MDIS UnI Campus. The campus was so big. It was a business school. There where many foreigners. They had to make another cheque as the name on it was wrong. I admit it was my mistake. But i didn't know they were going to copy my name from that piece of paper. Then mama was very angry wif me. Cox we need tat money for transportation for the gathering at chalet 20-22 june. Mama is in bad mood this fews days. I really pity her. All the probs got to do wif money. I wish i could help but wat can i do, I don't have money. Juz waiting for cheque to get ready. But when the cheque is ready it will be too late. I hate when i do a mistakes. One simple mistakes can lead to huge probs. Then she is also fed up with papa bcox being generous at a wrong time. All the probs got to do for the gathering at chalet. I feel bad. I dun want to see both my parents suffer due to probs that have to do wif money especially. Nvrmind i just pray that everthin will go as plan. And everyone will enjoy themselves especially mama. Some times things does not go as plans sometime it will be better then we plan or worse. No one knows....

That's all for now
9 days to the big day...

2009-06-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Very tired sia today. Last nite cannot sleep wake up several times. Then down with flu. It really iratates me when i have flu. At home got many probs. The main prob is MONEY. Money,money ,money..Y does all the probs got to do with money. More worse the money is for the food that papa order for the two days at chalet..I juz dunno wat to say..

Tat's all for now
Toodles

2009-06-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hannah Montana the movie

LG viewty phone

Red Adidas watch

Red sneakers

Things tat i want....

2009-06-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

Juz now got an advance bdae present. Chanel earings worth $80. Mama friend who is papa's late friend's wife gave to me(VERY CONFUSING LAH). Nvrmind u dun hav to know.Now i areadi have two bdae presents advance.LOL. Hope get more advance presents..Juz can't wait for my more present on my bdae(if there is lah)..I juz like opening presents. Dunno y..May b i like surprises..

Tat's all for now...

Toodles.

2009-06-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

Bout me
I am a gal.
My name is Nurul Aniqah(but i dun really like my name)
People usually call me Nurul, Niqah And Aniq
I sometime lost my temper easily
I like to make people laugh
All my friends say i am a very funny person
Some people i am a noisy
But some say i am a very quiet person(i get confuse sometime)LOL

Favourite
I like red
Green tea Is my favourite drink
Chocolate will always be the best snack
Chicken rice is my favourite food
I like sport
Netball is the best
Volleyball is the second best
I like doing nothin
My family will always be my favourite

Hates
Reading is just not my game
I hate backstabbers and jerks
I hate corn and milo(juz dun understand y i hate it)
I just seem dun likes animal(as long they dun disturb me i will not disturb them)LOL
I hate those who dun respects me and wanna act big but they are younger then me

Loves
My family will always be the first one
Then me
Then the people around me

Frenz
My sister, Nelia is always my BBf
And my other three bff..Lina,Miza and idah(even though we hav drifted apart)
My good frenzs..Nandhini,Wan Qin, Hwee Lee
Just frenzs..Lina,kailin,shikin,ijah,and all the ppl i know..

Dreams
Be a succesful Lawyer
Do well in study(Make family proud)
Go all around the globe
Have a happy life..

The End

2009-06-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

Change my blog skin. Simple and beautiful like i want. I hope 1 of my wish can come true. This holiday really boring. Nothin to do. Everyday do the same thing. Nvr go out at all. One day only go out. That is with mama. My holiday really sux. I just wish if i have the freedom. Like going out with my friends. Or watch movies. Talking bout movies, I am dying to watch Hannah Montana the movie. Mama long time nvr go malaysia buy dvd. I also can't wait to watch the new harry potter. This holiday many homewerk must do. Very stressin. Holiday should be relaxing our minds not cramping our minds..My holiday is boring but i dun miss going to school. Very funny sia. When in primary skoolz durin holiday i miss skool. I juz can't wait to the holiday is over. I guess for me secondary skoolz sux.

Tat's all
Toodles!!!

2009-06-06T01:37:00.000-07:00

Never update blog for quite some time. Nothin to post. Cause everything was the same. Everyday do the same thing. Nothin different. But yesterday something happened. Yesterday i rebond my fringe. I am totally thankful to kakak ani. She pay for it. She said it is an advance bdae present. Klah no more to write. Bye2

2009-05-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

Yeh!!!! skool holiday finally arrived...I am sure not going to enjoy my holiday..I juz can't wait for holiday cause i not need to wake up early. Tomorow take report book. I scared i fail lah. I nvr do well in the mid-year exam. But i planned to study and study in this month. Surely nvr go out one. Cause very busy. And to have a balanced diet. But I am really dissapointed cause no volley training. Wat a pity for me.Tis holiday got many hmwk. IH, Eng and math...Must also pratice recorder..I hate playin musical instrument..

2009-05-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

Juz change the blog skin. Took me one hour to do it. It is very confusing. Nothin happen much today. The is like always. Holiday will b startin in two more days. Holiday means staying at home so must take care of my diet. Oklah nothin to write. So tat's all for today. I want to start to do my cillisation project: )

Lai bdae

2009-05-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Today is lai's bdae..I bought for him a box of ben 10 colour pencils and a water bottle..Budjet XD. Mama nvr buy cake. I and Ani bake a choco fudge chip..( i am not sur wat it is called) It was an easy bake cake. Cause last minute. It was a enjoyable day today at skool. I surely kena punish one tomorow. I do not know where i put my stupid white file. Tomorow also got science and LT, I surely die. Somemore after skool got volley...... I juz can't wait for the holiday. WAIT!!!!!!!!..

I am not sure if i am going to hav an enjoyable holiday apart from the three days at chalet. YIPEE!!!

2009-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

Picture taken after bathing : )!!!!

Wearing pink NiKe T- sHiRt..Juz got it yesterday!!

Wat a tiring day!!! Must hang the school uniforms, wash school shoes, bath the birds, do laundry, look after siblings. Wat a tiring day..June holiday would surely be a tiring month . Kak ani would not be at home cause workin. All the house wok i have to do..It is totally @$%#!!!! I will surely ndo the same thing everyday.. But one thing make look forward to the June holiday is my bdae..20 JUNE. I and my family going to chalet yipee!!!! There were b going hav BBQ, swimming and karoake and more important ENJOYMENT..one more week to holiday. Juz hold on iqah : ) I am so dissapointed cause my movie maker project only get 19/50 marks..I feel like redoing the movie maker cause i do the movie maker project last minute. Now i am doing the civilisation project..Today i juz took photos..(pics on the top)

2009-05-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time i have not post my blog..The past fews months and day i been very lazy to post blog. Many things had happened to me..I taken my mid-year exam and the teachers had mark all the paper...I past my other subjects but math i fail by 2 marks. I juz need tat 2 mark..My english i am not sure. Cause my teacher haven't tell us the total. Being in xpress stream is to hard for me..I dunno if i can cope up with the lesson..I juz feel like giving up sometime...But sometime i hope i can always stay in the express stream. So tat i can make my dream to come true. Tat is to be a very successful lawyer..And have many money so tat i can go all around the world and help both my parents who have sacrifice a lot for me and my other 9 siblings(excluded me)...Now bout life in new skool..Still feeling lonely sometime when Nandhini is not around me. Like in the morning when i reached skool..i will b feeling lonely..and sometime during recess i b alone and feel like want to stay in the toilet...But i starting to enjoy going to skool rather than staying at home with notin to do but cleaning the house, doing the laundry and lookin after my siblings..Tis june going to be a either a boring or fun holiday..I juz can't wait for one thing in June tat is MY BIRTHDAE!!!!!!!!

2009-04-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

So long.......................NvR Post BLOg CAUSE busy preparing for the upcoming exams...It is so stressing. At skool gettin better at home still de same. Now very stressin cause exam start areadi. Feel no confidentlah. Do not know wat to rite lah. Juz wait for the next post lah..

2009-02-27T00:35:00.000-08:00

Long time tk update my blog....so many hav things hav pass. I now hav more frenz but still lonely during recess. tk tahu lah kenepa susah for me to open my mouth...It sad to be alone during recess u know...Sekarang umah kita dah ade 5 ekor burung..don't ask me how...by the way tk sabah untk IBMC week tk payah blaja..Yipee!!! Matmat i was talking the bout other day
name Ahmad sec3...i know tis from shikin...

@nother day at skool

2009-02-05T22:41:00.000-08:00

I can't believe i spent the whole day with amelina...i am proud of myself as i nvr talk a few sentences with her during primary skool...i spent the whole day with her as she might b alone as the gal tat she is always with was absent...Well now the feeling of hate going secondary skool has gone little bit per bit..As i hav frenzs now...About the boy who i said he look cute is still a mystery to me...I only know tat he is in the soccer team. Juz now during recess i didn't sit with amyza..i went with amelina but i was juz accompanying her so am a bad frenz???? Wait i am not bad frenz wat cause i still remember when amyza ignore me she was with her other frenzs......i juz add Fadli on my friendster but i tk tahu if he going to accept or reject....S pula org yg i like primary skool dah sombong mentang2 dah join school team untk bola. Who cares i hate him now....Tat's all

aNOTHER AT SKOOL....

2009-02-04T01:49:00.000-08:00

Today i realised tat i am not tat alone at skool... i hav frenz to talk with n chat with...example Nadhini, zu er, and chanel. I now realised tat actually secondary skool is not tat suck...i juz need more time to suite in tat all...talking bout skool, there is one upper sec boy who is cute..it does not mean i like the person... i juz found him cute...now i am worrying the most is my science test. I 100% sure...if i fail the test it will b the end of the world....tomorow got ccm n volleyball it will b a tiring day for me..i feel like not going volleyball but last tuesday i did'nt go so must go lah...about the house games...i participated in playing captain ball..i am very happy bout tis...and there will b a netball game too. I 100% participate one as netball is in my blood.....at home is the same everyday..nothin special..one more thin..bout my malay test..i can do almost all part xcept the peribahasa...its so difficult i think i will not get high marks....

$ fINAlLy UpDAte My Blog $

2009-02-01T01:21:00.000-08:00

Long time tak update my blog bab malas...after a few weeks pat secondary skool i realised tat secondary school suck bab no frenzs, long hour and the teachers are so boring...amyza pula ade new frenzs...kita pun jumapa during recess je kadang2 after skool....lina pula dah tk layan kita lagi bab dah ade kwn2 baru..idah dah lama tk jumpa bab lain skola..all of my bff has drifted apart.Bila miza nye recess timing lain dari my one..i will then the b alone...now i starting to miss my other gals like philo n kanchan..dorang may b dah ade kwn baru..i everytime wonder how they are doing now...mayb the hav new frenzs and 4get bout thier primary skool fren.... i HOPE I FIND AS MANY DWENZ LIKE MIZA N IDAH...

GoInG InTo A nEw sKoOl

2008-12-17T22:13:00.000-08:00

Juz now i wen to skool to take my report book n my cert....i was not shock wen i got into macpherson secondary cause i 100% knoe tat i will enter mac sec. I FEeL SCARE BOUT ENTERING secondary i scare i don't hav frenz n get bully by de older student..

WAT SHOULD I DO??????????